So I was very zen when I started the new job ballooning. It was a little crazy but crazy in that good way, that gets you jumping but not too harsh. I think my yoga-ing helped keep me in my calm little centre. But that may have worked against me because I haven't yoga'd for 3 weeks and every little thing stresses me. Things keep going wrong!
Added into this the whole house upheaval thing which is so boring it shouldn't even be discussed let along written about. I'm back in insomnia mode though.
Then I keep thinking about the past. About all those key moments that keep popping up into my mind. About the same mistakes that I've been making since I as far back as I can remember, even to when I was about 5. Especially when I was 11 and definitely at 15, 16, 17, 20, 24 and 27. I've learnt but I've not changed. All I do now is watch in this semi-detached state while everything deteriorates.
Yeah. I'm drunk right now.
Yeah.
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