It Changed

I think when I started this, I was still dealing with unresolved issues with guys I liked. I mentioned Phil before. But I actually don't miss him, or want him. It's the idea of him, the fact that I couldn't have him that made me want him. But now, he's just another someone. An acquaintance. And the idea of being more than friends is starting to creep me out. It just wouldn't be right.

I couldn't really handle falling for someone who would be with other women all the time.